What Have I Done

(feat. Christina Carter) I speak from the heart I fear beginning I must go Broken and soaked To the wider world returning I'll never be sullen again Something is wrong I can't stop my thoughts I tell myself to stop them Stop, stop what you're doing I guess I'd better face it The thoughts are sabotaging me Even though they are mine It feels as if it is physical Like being in a different world Weirder As if somehow things just are Let's go ahead and get it over with Don't be afraid Can't you trust me We all have thoughts And we are together We are together I am your healing spirit I am your healing spirit I am your healing spirit Healing spirit There is a boy Standing in a meadow Looking out into the sky And hundreds (and hundreds) And hundreds (and hundreds) And hundreds of butterflies Lift off from around him (Lift off from around him) That's all I can remember (Lift off from around him...) Your mind Due (?) bright morning Dance with light Send stars to the night I am awake I have a dream I am living proof I am living proof What I have done What I have done What I have done First steps Through open fields