Hot Mess

Now what my darlin'? Two years have passed God, twenty-seven, still crying in cars Stop planning our lives on things that haven't been said We're not dead Waitin' for the Countdown, happy birthday Dry-heave, I am not okay Brain rot, in a pretty dress I'm a hot mess Wake up, do the same thing Break up, then we're dancing Why am I so alright To do it again and again? I can't fight it, you try driving Exit to the end in sight, dear Make it ugly, put on a show Hack it that I hate you So that I can let go One more reunion (one more) And goodbye again (goodbye again) Oh god I'd be lying if I didn't want ten Stop drafting replies to things that haven't been said He's not dead Still waitin' for the Countdown, happy new year Don't know, I am still unclear Where'd I go? Take a fuckin' guess I'm a hot mess Wake up, do the same thing Break up, then we're dancing Why am I so alright To do it again and again? I can't fight it, you try driving Exit to the end in sight, dear Make it ugly, put on a show Hack it that I hate you So that I can let go Let me let go (let me let go) Let me let go (let me let go) Let me let go I can't fight it, you try driving Exit to the end in sight, dear Make it ugly, put on a show Hack it that I hate you So that I can let go Let me let go (let me let go) Let me let go (let me let go)