The Motive

[Chorus] Lately I've had the motive To hate me So I torment myself With what could've been If I'd listened to Mum And not let you in [Verse] Blacked out in the passenger seat I assumed that this was love You asked nicely, so I didn't breathe Just for you to say I'm not enough 'Cause you found another girl to fit your mind Her body's built for your design [Pre-Chorus] Face down on the bathroom floor I assumed that this was love Choking on my breath Couldn't talk 'Bout time we had some peace inside these walls Because you're ruining my life Will someone take me home tonight Take me home tonight [Chorus] Lately I've had the motive To hate me So I torment myself With what could've been If I'd listened to Mum And had not let you in [Alternate Chorus] I'd still have a heart And some form of sanity Never had much But my god it'd be easy To understand why I turned my friends away Why the sleeping got hard And now eating's a pain I smashed the mirrors I don't look the same Threw my phone cross the room People do that these days You said I was a bitch Where's your right to complain? 'Cause I followed your plan I'm the monster you made I'm the monster you made [Verse/Outro] Blacked out in the passenger seat I assumed that this was love You asked nicely, so I didn't breathe Just for you to say I'm not enough You found another girl to fit your mind Her bodies built for your design