When I'm Gone

[Verse 1] I got your message and I hope u know I hate u too I only hate u cuz if I Loved u I’d hate me too It’s clear as day that you’d care less if I had died tonight And if I’m wrong I’d never know if I would die tonight I live a life of fake friends and real enemies I smile knowing they won’t rest till they get rid of me We’ll make up bed cuz one day yea u gone sleep in it And if that day should be today, we see who really mean it [Bridge] I’ve never wished death on anyone else But I’m not sure if I mean it So I just keep it to myself cuz if I say it I’ll needa Be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end [Hook] Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone [Verse 2] Niggas see me and wanna kill me for shit I can’t control I love em but still got a family waitin on me to make it home My momma said the day I die is the day she lose her faith in God Cuz if he is the holy one why the fuck he let my baby die No pastor’s words can ease my mind Momma listen to me I’m not hurting no more And no there’s not a golden gate but my soul is golden for sure And I watch over u, I see Ajah she taller than you And I know u hear me saying “don’t put all that salt in yo food” I know that u hear me, just listen Ma I know u can hear me, I never talked about my feelings but in this music u hear me And it’s alright that all my life that I’ve been misunderstood They never seen me as I am but I knew this day they would [Hook] But when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone [Bridge] I’ve never wished death on anyone else But I’m not sure if I mean it so I just keep it to myself cuz I say it I’ll needa, be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end [Instrumental Break] [Hook] Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone [Beat Switch] *baby crying* [Outro] Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t let them see your pain Don’t let them see u fall Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t let them see your hand Don’t let them see your cards Poker face you’ll find away to maintain it darling no don’t cry Cuz they can smell the fear, they can sense it all Poker face you’ll find a way, find a way, find a way, don’t cry These are the games we play