Pathology

[Intro: Don Kenobi & SkyDxddy] In due time, it feel like this all makes sense No stage fright, them bright lights, I pay respect (Yeah) Aye, yo (Mm) [Verse 1: Don Kenobi & SkyDxddy] Aye, I’m tired of change, life has been weighing me down as of late, mm Need an escape, something real positive to keep me awake, mm Tired of games, retired the kid 'cause I constantly shake, mm Cannot sustain livin' this way, I be needin' a break, mm Can you relate? Usin' your passion and earning a wage Struggle for years, but I’m lovin' the chases I’m writing these bars, I be smilin' for days, mm Conquer the day, I promise you everything great be today If you be doubting me, maybe look down on me Probably ending you lames, yeah Ooh, switchin' the attitude up (Ah-ah) Stiffen that chin and I’m toughening up (Ah-ah-ah) Livin' my life and I’m sharing the message that positive thoughts are the key to succeed (Mm) Fuck all these meds, leave me depressed (Ah-ah) Now I got homies that clean up my mess (Ah-ah-ah) Will not address, my ones are stressed All of these problems, they float in my head What you expectin' when you be obsessed? (Ah-ah) Living your life and the fans being pressed (Ah-ah-ah) My intellect leave you perplexed Now you approve and the beat don't contest, wooh Thank you for having me (Haa) Knocking you out like Fatality Oh, what a travesty This an academy (Ahh) Teaching a winner mentality, yeah, whoa (Ahh) [Hook: SkyDxddy] Sometimes I can’t help myself What is wrong with me? Can someone help me understand my pathology? Mm Yeah [Verse 2: SkyDxddy] I need you to hear what I’m saying Don’t need to be fucking sedated; I’m already faded I’m sick of your face and I’m sick of the numbness I feel day to day And it’s like I’m stuck in a game That’s been rigged since day one, so I’m not gonna play it I'm a misanthropist; I hate mankind Perhaps it’s because they pretend to be blind Blind to the drama, it makes them uncomfortable Blind to the beatin' and blind to the vulnerable Blind to the fact we’re all sittin' here miserable Slittin' our wrists just to have a new visual Kiddin' ourselves when we say we’re okay Playin' in black 'cause that's when we feel safe Darkness always comes, so I guess come what may Might come back as the devil when I reincarnate Got a pathological urge to take lives away You know vigilantes don’t be takin' no breaks I can’t be tamed, make no mistake You should be dead, or at least be ashamed Don’t be a pawn in this, don’t you dare fall for it You gotta get up and find some way to conquer it You gotta take shit, ain't no one gon' offer it They want you to beg for your life, they get off on it Rah [Hook: SkyDxddy] Sometimes I can’t help myself (Ooh) What is wrong with me? (Ooh) Can someone help me understand my pathology? Mm Yeah, sometimes I can’t help myself What is wrong with me? Mm