There Was a Time

You don't know my story But you still tried to judge me Just do not discuss me Fucked with you once now You disgust me They don't know half Of what I surpassed Love it all 'cause I'm here I could never take it back There was a time where I passed out in the crib There was a time where I Lost count of the drinks Had a mask, hoping that it would fill me up It was clouded where the real me was But I found it There was a time Where I dead lost all my friends Couldn't be real when I ain't know who I am There was a time I ain't even talk to my fam Cooped up in my own place Cyphing like 3 whole j's 'til I'm feeling okay It's different now The intent has changed Roll up to explore Not numb The art was there though That's been the same Give me booth, give me beat Going dumb I tried to keep it real with you You ain't gave me the chance I thought you were going thru it Not going thru bitches, damn I give credit where it's due but You sounded more like the fan Turns out you were more concerned about having the Upper hand Thought I saw potential Then I saw zero hope 'cause I can't even imagine the level of ego stroke That got you to that place Way you behaved, tasteless Baby watch your language Wrong bitch you played with It's different now The intent has changed Roll up to explore Not numb The art was there tho That's been the same Give me booth, give me beat Going dumb I thought you needed a me Like I once Needed a me Looking back, its delusion at it's finest They can laugh fuck it winning, I stay thriving Find me a bad dounia track, yeah I dare you Sure I'm the crazy one, I'm whyling out, I hear you Speak on it all 'cause I'm not pussy, I'm not scared to They always end on my line mad sentimental Did you even see me for me Or was it just some ass Couldn't have imagined Shorties be so trash Well I love me for me so So you cannot attack Heart so pure, i just act as Mirror, looking glass Baby you so shallow Showing you your shadow Baby you so shallow There was a time where I passed out in the crib There was a time where I Lost count of the drinks Had a mask, hoping that it would fill me up It was clouded where the real me was But I found it There was a time Where I dead lost all my friends Couldn't be real when I ain't know who I am There was a time I ain't even talk to my fam Cooped up in my own place Cyphing like 3 whole j's 'til I'm feeling okay It's different now The intent has changed Took a year, settled down, got grounded All my focus priorities rearranged Now with love and real shorties I'm surrounded