Fear

This is why I do this shit I think they call this, venting Look This is me, still the same They want the hits, I play the game No auto-tune, but you can feel the pain It all comes spilling out like I hit a vein What up, Lil' Bruh? What up, Slum Ville? I hope you know that y'all the reason I have fun still The fans thinking that we all signed for mil Equal opportunity rappin', that shit is unreal That ain't how it works, that ain't how it goes And I been gettin' high just to balance out the lows And I could use a writer just to balance out my flows But I never share my thoughts this is all a nigga knows And everytime I try, it opens up my eyes These verses are a chance to be remembered and reprised And I will be performin' this as long as I'm alive So every word I utter will be mine: Don't believe the lies Look me in my eyes Please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me I remember you This feeling isn't new So please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah I never cried when Pac died But I probably will when Hov does And if tears hold value Then I will drop one for every single thing he showed us And I'll be standing in a puddle I stay away from niggas that could land me in some trouble And I'mma keep it honest, I'm so tired of being subtle It's just me, Forty, O and Neek standing in a huddle Staring at the members of my team Who get questioned about they profit From this million dollar scheme Just know that I'm in debt for you defending all our dreams I hope you tell your family this shit ain't what it seems But y'all the reason for a lot of my devotion You know I spend money because spending time is hopeless And know I pop bottles 'cause I bottle my emotions At least I put it all in the open Dont believe the lies Look me in my eyes Please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me I remember you This feeling isn't new So please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah Look Fuck all y'all, we ignore feelings here Premature millionaires Welcome to my realest year Yeah, I swear that we making a killing here I should be on top of the world just chillin' here But it's funny having fans Who find you before anybody ever has the chance And build you up, so you could be the biggest in the game And realize when you're there Sometimes the shit don't feel the same Yeah, and plus things are just surreal at home People think I've changed just cause my appeal has grown And now security follows me everywhere So I never actually am alone, I just always feel alone I think I'm scared of what the future holds I was wishing for some things and now am used to those Every girl I meet thinks I'm fucking groupie hoes The honesty of my music has left me too exposed All my old friends think I got a new crowd And people seem to notice every time I do smile I guess that mean they come few and far between Even though I'm living out what you would call the dream Yeah And my uncle ain't even messaging me And him missing in my life is kind of messing with me I hope this isn't one of those forever things It's funny how money can change everything Don't believe the lies Look me in my eyes Please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me I remember you This feeling isn't new So please, don't be scared of me Please, don't be scared of me