[Verse 1: Drapht]
I lose control, represent my soul and my heart
Held for a start against the whole world in the dark
Fell from the ark, I'm Noah's third animal
Never making the cut, fed to the cannibals
Man, I'm pulling my head out, start making a change
I'm a handful but I've set out to represent your name
I came up from no fame and fortune
Just to live life and hold my head high when I walk through
The crowd of these doubting eyes
Walked every day, every night, never found the light
Just mounting ties with these hood rats and snakes
All the people you call crims, I call my mates
I break laws to live, never take more than needed
Skateboarders, then graffers, leaving the walls bleeding
Yeah, we're reading, yeah, we're just as cultured
As men holding holsters and upper class vultures
A pulse is the only difference with you
While you drive a Rolls Royce, I hold the vision of truth
While you hold the cash, I hold the bloody passion of a knight
That will fight for his king and his country and his life
[Hook: Drapht & Porsah Laine]
I lose control, I lose control
Of everything, of everything
I've ever known, I've ever known
I lose control, I lose control
I lose control, I lose control
Of everything, of everything
I've ever known, I've ever known
I lose control, I lose control
[Verse 2: Drapht]
Driven to the bottle, God has gotta save me
I'm lost in the matrix, your must turns to maybe
He's forgotten, maybe betrayed me
Left me rotten, maybe be thankful for life that he gave me
Remember? Yeah, that lazy day in September
Blessed with a good heart but cursed with a temper
Yeah, ten percent of your blood's from a emperor
The fam you descend from, defend no surrender
And when you lose it, it's your fault, your bad
Can't catapult all the blame back on your dad
Mad 'cause the way that he raised you made you
The man you are today, no one made those mistakes too
It's the breakthrough, finally see you making tracks
Make one wrong move, bruz, see you're taken back
To square one, where one will never recognise
That you switched your position until you go and check the dice
And the second time over isn't easier
No one will believe in you and all your friends are leaving you
And growing up, moving on, know enough when you were wrong
People might remember to call you and ask you how you're going
And no one gives that there's no existing love for you
Maybe you'll believe in yourself and you'll start loving too
Loving, knowing this is the key to the treasure chest
The last place you look that you'll never guess
[Bridge: Drapht]
I can't ever stress enough now, man
I pick up blocks of gold, turn 'em to sand
Everything I seem to touch seem to turn to stone
I swear I lead the pack, look back, I'm alone
Can't control myself, hold myself together
Losing faith in the game, even though I'm better
Than the competition; it's so undefined
I need to listen and the only problem is that
[Hook: Drapht & Porsah Laine]
I lose control, I lose control
Of everything, of everything
I've ever known, I've ever known
I lose control, I lose control
I lose control, I lose control
Of everything, of everything
I've ever known, I've ever known
I lose control, I lose control
[Outro: Porsah Laine]
I lose control
I lose control
I lose control
