Yeah-yeah
I tried to tell 'em I love 'em, and that's when it ended
Thinkin' back now, it just feels so pretend
'Cause I think every action and word that you said was a lie
In my mind I was tryin' to mend it
How you gon' hide from the people that led it?
How you gon' try burn it down when it headed
Somewhere we wanted to go since eleven
I thought you was down, you was only pretendin'
Paid for your Ubers to make you an album
Wasn't a hundred, I gave you a thousand
Think it was more, but as time goin' on
I just try to forget, and forgive what you done
Only time I ever think about it
When I see my friends, and they astounded
Askin' all these questions I just
Drown 'em out 'cause I just never want the sound in
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Got some thoughts I ain't said
Ringin' out in
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Play this loud so I can't
Think about it
Uh
I know she really don't love me
The truth can be ugly, but that's some shit I should face
Crazy, they tellin' you lies right in front of your eyes
But the whole time, a smile on they face
Ask why I'm so damn attached and I can't just step back
I'mma say the design on my brain
I just tell her I'm sleepin'
But I ain't gon' lie
I been cryin' the whole night while I'm wide awake
Put your knife in my back, and you still on attack
So these days I'm just learnin' to deal with the pain
Had to open my eyes, and then after some time
Started learnin' the difference from real, and from fake
Keep shuttin' down, you ain't called in some days
You could call this shit God, you could call this shit fate
Keep my tears hidden, head down, just walkin' away
When you findin' yourself, don't get lost in the pain
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Got some thoughts I ain't said
Ringin' out in
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Play this loud so I can't
Think about it
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Got some thoughts I ain't said
Ringin' out in
My head
Lost out loud, where I've been
Play this loud so I can't
Think about it
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