Ambulences

[Verse 1] I remember ambulances pulling up when I was feeling tired and I couldn't put a fire out again I remember glove compartments full of stuff that you would never hide and I would try to justify it in my head I remember nights I felt like throwing up from looking at a photograph I swore that I would never put aside I remember hearing I don't know enough so I gave up on showing up to fake a conversation as I'm watching you die Those pictures were faded When you came back into frame Like a saving grace back in 1918 A refuge from the rain Cause your eyes shine bright through the downpour Like Montreux in the fall Like a clear blue sky on the heels of a storm That I thought was the end of us all [Chorus] When you call out my name The melody in your voice replaces memories that I hate The pessimist that's inside can't find a terrible point to make It's incredible how you shaped the sky You turned the tempest into a sunrise [Verse 2] I remember bearing with anxiety and caring if you lied to me and holding on to hope I hid inside I remember swearing by sobriety to guarantee a side of me inherited would never see the light I remember that commitment falling through and thinking I would follow you and driving when I couldn't see a sign I remember years I spent in solitude were haunted by the thought of you and conversations we could never have cause you died Those pictures were faded When you came back into frame Like a saving grace on the Tagliamento A refuge from the pain Cause the rain won't make any difference Your laughter is a radiant light Into the past to a dangerous time The ending is something that we get to write [Chorus] When you call out my name The melody in your voice replaces memories that I hate The pessimist that's inside can't find a terrible point to make It's incredible how you shaped the sky You turned the tempest into a sunrise [Bridge] You turned a hurricane to a clear blue skyline You made me unafraid of my own mind The world breaks everyone but with you I know I'm fine I'll never let you go again (I'll never let you go again) I'll never let you go again (I'll never let you go again)