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I've been losing it nothing short of the usual Drug abuse is the fuse and then I'm delusional I'd never do it cause you would cry at the funeral You were tired and beautiful, you would try and dispute it though I know you gave it your dedication and made an effort Know you hated the hesitation to stay together Should have taken the medication to make it better I'll hate this mistake forever I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow Thought I saw the reaper in thе sky When every singlе night was like a constant battle You would always try to make it right I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection Thought I saw the reaper from below When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection You would always let me let it go But you're gone now I've been dying to clarify an apology You were trying to sterilize every thought of a doubt Deep inside of a curse that we haven't buried Like Virgil and Alighieri And I was trying to follow you down Both afraid to abandon hope but we need to enter Saw the circles and now we can never be together Should have taken the medication to treat it better I'll hate this mistake forever I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow Thought I saw the reaper in the sky When every single night was like a constant battle You would always try to make it right I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection Thought I saw the reaper from below When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection You would always let me let it go But you're gone now I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow Thought I saw the reaper in the sky When every single night was like a constant battle You would always try to make it right I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection Thought I saw the reaper from below When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection You would always let me let it go But you're gone now I saw the devil in a streetlight I would never want to be like everything I grew up to despise In my head I want to rewrite Every memory I keep tight hidden in the ruins I reside I saw the devil in a streetlight I would never want to be like everything I grew up to despise In my head I want to rewrite Every memory I keep tight hidden in the ruins I reside