Open Blinds

My alarm starts ringing I promised myself To wake up, start living (But you can all go to hell) I can't believe I'm Losing my time By hating myself because I'm not spending it right I'm done with the voices Don't care about fear And try to remind myself I am still here I miss the excitement from when I was young But every day is a new one My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My life just begun My alarm starts ringing Try and listen today And wake up, start living No pushing away Don't know what to say to wake up from the room But I'll take control over what I will Choose to live by strong intention I'll try to host my intervention Choose to live by strong intention I'll try I'll try again, try again, try again Try again, try again