Tidal Weight

[Verse 1] Who would believe it? I’m getting wise to my limit And my memories, feel a bit cheated There’s no solace in the uncertain life I’m just a boy in the big shoulders Who would imagine I Could feel at home in a straitjacket? [Chorus] But I get that tidal weight Like whoa Like I’ve felt every night Alone [Verse 2] I’ve been confused so I’ve come away Unfamiliar I don’t want to say who But I’m hoping they’ll speak soon 'Cause I’m desperate to leave my Unsoiled tomb [Chorus] And I get that tidal weight Like whoa Like I’ve felt every night Alone Can I be straight to myself? I say I don’t know [Verse 3] I don’t wanna reach out I don’t wanna Can I breach the familiar mound? I don’t wanna scare myself outright Can I admit to myself at night? Can I sleep more than a minute here? Will I ever dream from my wounded heap? Can I breathe without a pause From all my tears that are hollow? [Chorus] And I get that tidal weight Like whoa Like I felt every night Alone Can I be straight to myself? I say I don’t know Or will I help myself? Whoa I don’t know