Ecstasy

Even if they order me to frown, it don't mean shit like that I don't need a plastic grin, I'd rather snap than act I wanna be in my own voice, raw throat, cracked lung Not some trained-ass puppet with a mask taped on Shoved in society's mold, be normal, behave, stay quiet I nod like I'm fine, but my brain says riot Pretending I'm stable, pretending I'm chill But my heart still got instinct, still grinding its teeth still Rebelling against a system that sells you misery Then blames you for drowning like it's meant to be They want me obedient, numb, domesticated, dead So I smile like a threat with a gun to my head Scream, into the shattered night Laugh, in this rotten world They hate when you smile, so smile louder Joy is the true rebellion Laughter is a weapon, fear is just the bait The only thing that cuts these chains is this voice Even in a storm of tears, I'll be here This is how we take freedom back If they tell you not to shine. burn brighter If they tell you to shut up. scream louder I won't let them steal hope from me As long as I'm still breathing I'm smiling to raise heaven If words are blades, then laughter is guns out Let it hit your chest like a bullet that breaks the silence To the people who pray you stay unhappy I'll blast out "I'm having fun" like a punishment game Don't pity me. I dance while carrying my past With this beat, I can repaint any tragedy Y'all's just because "I can't hear it at all" We just punch with sound. anarchy harmony Laughter is a weapon, fear is just the bait The only thing that cuts these chains is this voice Even in a storm of tears, I'll be here This is how we take freedom back Laughter is a weapon, fear is just the bait The only thing that cuts these chains is this voice Even in a storm of tears, I'll be here This is how we take freedom back If they tell you not to shine. burn brighter If they tell you to shut up. scream louder I won't let them steal hope from me As long as I'm still breathing I'm smiling to raise heaven