Tounge-Tied

Last night I dreamed that you were dead The only way that I could find To clear you from my head I find it hard for me to get past all The shit you did to me In spite, at night, I try in vain To get my mind at right Tongue-tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue-tied I feel so dead inside Some things are better left alone Completely out of sight in mind Never to be told I find it harder to express the things That no one else can see, but me Sometimes I wait for days to get my mind at right Tongue-tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue-tied I feel so dead inside Struggling in a world I can't control This feels like suicide Some say waiting Taking my own time Is all I can do Should've known you've things to hide By that look in your eyes I can hear the words Now I finally understand This feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now Tongue-tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own This feels like suicide Tongue-tied I feel so dead inside Struggling in a world I can't control This feels like suicide This feels like suicide This feels like suicide