Opaque

I wear every chapter of my history right here upon my shoulder A helpless captain of some mystery my eyes already told you You've seen the ending of the movie, there's nothing to authenticate Can you see right through me? 'Cause there was nothing there in the first place It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand-new waves to make Can I keep under cover when there's no more cover to take? What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque No matter how much I protest, I feel my carbon pressure failing Would I even be reaching for this oxygen if my friends never made me? All the self that I've been soothing, trying to domesticate The effort I spent proving, there was nothing there in the first place It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand-new waves to make Can I keep under cover when there's no more cover to take? What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand-new waves to make Can I keep under cover when there's no more cover to take? What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque