Switches

(Verse 1) I got a feeling, a feeling deep inside my soul I'm feeling like a loner with no clear direction or where I should go Just me, myself, and I I wish I had clone Cause me and him will reminisce on everything that we was suppose to do a long time ago I don't know why life moves so fast Why love don't last I give my life for you and that's simply not good enough The worst luck, murda murda Crying inside the [?], no [?] Kisses on my neck, nervous I'm worthless You gotta be at work soon Or just getting off You gotta be the worse now Look at what you caused I'm sitting here wondering why Sitting here wondering why You ain't a part of my life, you ain't a part of my Life Tell me how I should feel when you just left my side I'm tryna figure put what was real and what was lies These, these might be realest words I ever wrote Just hold my hand, grab my waist, and hold me close (Hook) When the lights off and I feel like you're the only one (x4) (Verse 2) I gotta admit I... I didn't want to let you go I didn't want to let you know If you got my heart, you got control See that's what sucks about this whole thing I don't feel like you care I haven't heard one word from you And you gotta admit that that's not fair I got this tattoo on my right arm, symbolicly that I got over you But every other time I stare at it, I just imagine me holding you How ironic, we can't even be platonic I just want to hold a conversation but I don't think that you'll be honest I'm looking inside of the clouds, wondering how My life turned upside down I wish I could see you smile, but I don't see you at all [?], I guess you gotta crawl Before you can get up and run Poke your chest out, stand tall This is definely love like Tryna get off a drug like I don't live a thug life I would love a love life but If it ain't meant to be, it just ain't meant to be She can always step back and realize what she meant to me (Hook) When the lights off and I feel like you're the only one (x4) I should turn them on