Nada

What am I? What am I at the center of me? Louder than my thoughts Soft enough to leave me shivering Where do I exist? Where am I in my consciousness? Show me what it is What is it that you hide from me? If I myself am one Who is always jumping the gun By saying what I said Put a bullet in my head I try to pin it down Only to pass the time locked in the ground Something at the source Is it you I see or do I see me in everything If I myself am one Who is always jumping the gun By saying what I said Put a bullet in my head I may look for words But I'll bite my tongue when you speak them to me There really is no point The way to you is through nothingness If I myself am one Who is always jumping the gun By saying what I said Put a bullet in my head x3