Standby

Yeah Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh Walking inside of my head I never get some rest I always wish I were dead I will regret what I said Paranoia till the end Yuh, woo Paranoia digging in Second guessing all my sins It's ok, I'm just a kid All the feelings settle in All the demons settle in Me mugging with a straight face For the Instagram, for my fan base But that's half me and that's half fake Only sad me is what's showcased But I'm happy, I feel great And now rap me is in third place I'm complex like my book case And I'm artsy like pastel paints Life is but a simulation Built to give a sense of stimulation to the patient Playing God with no patience For the sake of mental masturbation I'm exasperated I've been castrated I've been so faded We were created Women dictated to be calculated We've been dictated by the dissipated It's a joke I'm not into life I'm not into life I've been standing by, standing on the side I'm not living life I don't wanna fight I've been standing by I'm on standby, standing on the side I'm not living life It's a joke I'm not into life I'm not into life I've been standing by, standing on the side I'm not living life I don't wanna fight I've been standing by I'm on standby, standing on the side I'm not living life Please come like my pictures My ego hung on the fixtures I'll [?] while smoking Swishers My parents give me the strictures I'll spit on your holy scriptures Too old not to be a trickster My family gives me these stitches Satanic shit with some bitches Say "do you like it," I love it I'm [?] to like another Maybe I'll go join the coven for clout Maybe like a dozen I'm pissing off the Republicans Burning flag right in front of them Such a dumb thing to care about I think they need to toughen it up It's a joke I'm not into life I'm not into life I've been standing by, standing on the side I'm not living life I don't wanna fight I've been standing by I'm on standby, standing on the side I'm not living life It's a joke I'm not into life I'm not into life I've been standing by, standing on the side I'm not living life I don't wanna fight I've been standing by I'm on standby, standing on the side I'm not living life