Autonomy

What i wouldn't give just to forget Or turn another key in the engine Getting on my feet then i fall again Again Turn another cheek in the morning Here we go again I guess i'm painting over it Oh These cabin walls are fever red Staying too long, holding on it's a slow goodbye Ache that'll never leave Filling the holes but it grows Yeah it grows in size Takes over like a weed Looking for closure in company All of my friends have their own spare key Waiting alone, good as gold, swallowing my pride Payin The price of autonomy It's all on me Light a cigarette to annoy you (yeah) Now I do what i want when i want to Nobody but me to go home to And you know how i get when it falls through I guess i'm painting over it Oh These cabin walls are fever red Staying too long, holding on it's a slow goodbye Ache that'll never leave Filling the holes but it grows Yeah it grows in size Takes over like a weed Looking for closure in company All of my friends have their own spare key (key) Waiting alone, good as gold, swallowing my pride (my pride) Payin The price of autonomy It's all on me