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I'm always tryna please another But always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt Planned my life by trying to succeed But never ended up with what I really need I wish that I could write and hide away Trapped in my head and I'm never safe Take me back to being seventeen Before I understood just what he'd do to me, hmm But Steph's already got her shit sorted And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh Wish I wasn't just always so caught in Wishing I could be somebody I just turned twenty-one and got nothing Thinking I could fix it all next yеar I'm sorry that I'm always so sad I bet you wanna fix me up so bad Cut me up, mold mе like I'm plastic Wonder why they think we ain't lasting Maybe it's just all in my head I wish I could be happy instead Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric But not next year No, no, no, not next year I'm livin it up next year But I wish I could breathe I wish I could let go of this feeling That all of my friends got all they need and I'm on my own Wish you could leave Leave me to spend my whole life running Doing a lot, then doing nothing Wasting my time But Steph's already got her shit sorted And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh Wish I wasn't just always so caught in Wishing I could be somebody 'Cause I just turned twenty-one and got nothing Thinking I could fix it all next year I'm sorry that I'm always so sad I bet you wanna fix me up so bad Cut me up, mold me like I'm plastic Wonder why they think we ain't lasting Maybe it's just all in my head I wish I could be happy instead Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric But not next year No, no, no, not next year, year Oh But I wish I could forgive and forget I'm so sick of feeling salty It hurts to hate somebody Sometimes, I just wish we'd never met 'Cause I'd rather feel nothing If it hurts to hate somebody (Honestly, let's keep that in)