SELF DESTROYER!!!

Smiling on a swing When you were a kid World in your palm Tying up the string on your shoes that lit up when you would run Now here you are, people adore you But when you call, your friends ignore you When will you learn that you got what you wanted Yeah, you can make it big, but it won't fix your problems It's getting worse, your paranoia Used to call your mom, but now you call your lawyer You call it home, but it's just a hotel foyer You got a lot of baggage You're such a self-destroyer High school was a bitch Boyfriend was a dick You hated the prom And you thought that you could fix All the shit they did by proving them wrong Now here you are, people adore you And you fell in love, but now you're touring When will you learn that you got what you wanted Yeah, you can make it big, but it won't fix your problems You make it work, but it's torture Schedule your life 'til another year is over You call it home, but it's just a hotel foyer You got a lot of baggage You're such a self-destroyer I'll do everything that I wanted and probably more And they say time can heal a broken heart But I think that mine is more broken than it was before Now here I am, strangers adore me Not what I thought it would be when I was 14 Wish I knew back then Wish someone would have told me I don't have to be lonely in order to be happy Hope when I'm old I'll finally know me I'll have a home, maybe a family Writing this song sitting in a hotel foyer Will only make this worse God, I'm such a self-destroyer Before you know it, you're gone