This Knot

I will search and I'll search for a way To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh I will search and I'll search night and day To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid To untie this knot that makes me weak It's gonna take some time, it's hard to speak (tu-lu-lu-lu, tu, tu, tu) My head's in the clouds, I have had so many doubts It's gonna be a war to find what I'm looking for (tu-lu-lu-lu, tu, tu, tu) But I will search, and I'll search for a way To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh I will search and I'll search night and day To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh To untie this knot that makes me numb It's gonna take some guts, I'm so scared I'm playing dumb (tu-lu-lu-lu, tu, tu, tu) And my head's in the clouds, though I try to help myself out But you don't know where to start from When you don't know what you want (tu-lu-lu-lu, tu, tu, tu) I will search and I'll search for a way To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh I will search and I'll search night and day To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh Think I have already paid So you could give it up And I don't like to judge But if you hit me I'll get up So let's give it a name I think I had enough Let's call it a day (let's call it a day) I will search and I'll search for a way To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh I will search and I'll search night and day To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh I will search and I'll search for a way To make it all so beautiful I'm no longer afraid, oh, I'm no longer afraid, oh