Bring You Down

I don't think I've slept in weeks December's got the best of me And I'm just hoping you can't see it Is it inconvenient that I'm crying Bet you think I'm just tired So I guess I'll let you believe it Cause I don't wanna bring you down I don't wanna freak you out If I say it all out loud We'll be under the same dark cloud I've got a heavy heart these days I know you'd try to hold the weight And I should let it go, but I don't know how I don't wanna bring you down It's probably nothing that you haven't felt And I know you would wanna help But I always keep it to myself It's not that I think I'm a burden But it hurts you when I'm hurting Keeping it close is worth it Or is that just a story I tell? Cause I don't wanna bring you down I don't wanna freak you out If I say it all out loud We'll be under the same dark cloud I've got a heavy heart these days I know you'd try to hold the weight And I should let it go, but I don't know how I don't wanna bring you down To the place I've been If I let you in I can't lock that door again To the place I've been If I let you in Will you regret it Will I regret it If I'm the one to bring you down I don't wanna freak you out I don't wanna bring you down I don't wanna freak you out If I say it all out loud We'll be under the same dark cloud I've got a heavy heart these days I know you'd try to hold the weight And I should let it go, but I don't know how I don't wanna bring you down