Suffering

[Verse 1] Poor maudlin child, so wise beyond my years, sigh here Such tragedy befell me so early, Adam weeps There's no responsibility when your life sucks this bad But here's a secret that I keep, please don't tell anybody [Chorus] I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything I get fucked up, play the victim Fuck myself to do it quicker Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing [Verse 2] My better days only terrify me What do they mean? Onе day I might have nothing left to write Just goldеn light But I know it's up to me, I can make anything Even clear and perfect glass in my hands turns to sand [Chorus] I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything I get fucked up, play the victim Fuck myself to do it quicker Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing [Bridge] Self-awareness on vacation Over-explaining inclinations to self-sabotage Really it's just my fault I've put in all the work and what I've learned is I love to hurt I search for the pain, it feels so good to never change [Chorus] I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything I get fucked up, play the victim Fuck myself to do it quicker Oh yeah, I get off on suffering, it's my favorite thing