i want you

I want you, I want you, I want you in every way I keep trying to push this down so I’m allowed to stay Do you know the parts of me that don’t work because of you? Why is it easy to forget the fucked up things you do? I want you, I want you, I want you in every way I want you, I want you, I want you in every way I want you, I want you, I want you in every way Look at the fragile world that I have built for you You tell me no one else can see it, is that true? Anger is a bruise and once it’s blooming, it is bright Does everything feel better when you drown it in the night? I want you, I want you, I want you in every way You don’t treat me nicely and I’m scared I’m gonna stay I want you, I want you, I want you in every way I want you, I want you, I want you and I’m ashamed I know I’m no angel, maybe you are not that bad Do you dare me to give up on everything we have? I would give you all my time, my thoughts, my everything If you would only show me, babe, that you were listening