Responsibility

It’s such a responsibility To pretend I don’t care what I see Trynna to fool you with this apathy Oh, it better be working ‘Cause it’s exhausting me Did she have to be my friend? What kinda message were you trying to send? Now she’s sucking up to me instead And now you have forced me to pretend Couldn’t you have found a stranger? Maybe then I can let my anger show But I adore her, that’s the danger So my misery she will never know You have turned my friend into a foe And I wish that it wasn’t so Oh, it’s such a responsibility The kinda questions she keep asking me, yeah About your shit that no one else has seen Expecting me to answer objectively She’s telling me details I hide my nausea with each exhale But my resentment is to no avail ‘Cause I know what’s growing between them Will prevail My futility fails Couldn’t you have found a stranger? (Couldn’t you have) Maybe then I can let my anger show But I adore her, that’s the danger So my misery, she will never know You have turned my friend into a foe And I wish that it wasn’t so I still remember your detachment When you told me Your words like lethal bullets To my heart You and she both pretended I had a choice in this But who would choose to split A love in half before it starts? ‘Cause I never could find joy in tearing you apart Couldn’t you have found a stranger? Maybe then I can let my anger show But I adore her, that’s the danger So my misery, she will never know You have turned my friend into a foe (turned my friend into a foe) And I wish that it wasn’t so (And I wish it wasn’t so) I wish that it wasn’t so