TV Head

I wear a TV screen on my head, play the happy channels Channel happy thoughts, make the people happy (I'm not happy) Flip dials, try to tune the mind I'm holding hostage Never mind, I lost it (Stop It!) I'm a crazy, people Showing people what they wanna see on a TV screen so they'll face me I feel the static in the air I breathe Its getting harder to keep holding up this TV Got a TV head I wake up with my brain scattered Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend Mama says: "Always try to look your best Always try to look your best, TV Head" Instead of looking like I feel Making everybody wonder Should I even be here anyway? Cuz when the only thing that's real is the Meaning hidden under what I try to write on the page Maybe that's why I'm here They need me I feel the static in the air I breathe Its getting harder to keep holding up this TV Got a TV head I wake up with my brain scattered Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend Mama says: "Always try to look your best Always try to look your best, TV Head" I'm happy on the outside But dying on the inside baby I'm happy on the outside But dying on the inside baby (Save me!) I'm happy on the outside But dying on the inside baby I'm happy on the outside I'm happy on the outside Got a TV head I wake up with my brain scattered Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend Mama says: "Always try to look your best" Got a TV head I wake up with my brain scattered Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend Mama says: "Always try to look your best, TV Head" TV Head