Pandora

[Verse 1] Left the bar on your birthday and walked to church You know I have a spare key Let myself crack open that old piano Wondering if you were missing me Wondering if you even noticed me leave [Pre-Chorus] You, keep me in a box in your mind and I cannot breathe You, lock up all the parts of your soul you don't want me to see [Chorus] Trust a great God has fallen That toothpaste won't go back in I asked him not to do one thing and that's the thing he did Jealousy, self-centered fear Yeah honey, I got 'em but Hope, is hеre at the bottom [Verse 2] Got drunk in the showеr at 3:00am Praying he would find me dead Lay my body by that open refrigerator Waiting for the light to appear When I heard a voice inside my head Saying you're as full of shit as he's ever been [Pre-Chorus] You lie by omission Can't tell me if you were kissing or when Ooh, I still lay next to you Reached a mile across the bed for you but [Chorus] Trust a great God has fallen That toothpaste won't go back in I asked him not to do one thing and that's the thing he did Jealousy, self-centered fear Yeah honey, I got 'em but Hope, is here at the bottom [Outro] Hope, is here at the bottom (You, keep me in a box in your mind and I cannot breathe.) Hope, is here at the bottom Hope, is here at the bottom [Instrumental interlude] (You, lock up all the parts of your soul you don't want me to see.) [Spoken] The next step you take Will be the furthest you've ever been from the Shire Is what I said to myself, as I hung up the phone There was something different in his voice (You, keep me in a box in your mind and I cannot breathe.) Complete apathy I got in my car, and I drove, and I drove, and I drove (You, lock up all the parts of your soul you don't want me to see.) All the way to the Beach Boys Memorial in Hawthorne I pulled over listening to "Caroline, No." I cried, and I prayed (You, keep me in a box in your mind and I cannot breathe.) And then I kept driving with nowhere else to go Man, I didn't want to go home Not first (You, lock up all the parts of your soul you don't want me to see.) I didn't want to lay in that bed alone Waiting to hear his key in that lock Wondering when he'd come home How I loved to hear that key How I feared to hear that key