heartbreak 65

[Chorus] I've cried rivers and ponds and then oceans Mopped it up not to cause a commotion When I'm naked, I look very lovely Boys like wiping my tears before they touch me I've used bodies in bed as a Band-Aid Fucked like Barbie and I'm not offended And if I could drink male validation I'd go blind with the whole population [Post-Chorus] Uh, shit, uh, I just (Just) don't (Don't) [Verse] I'm one with the voices in my head again 3:04 in my head again Overthinking what was relevant Overthinking what I didn't, didn't Do right, do right, right back then What I fucked up, where I've been Who's been controlling my sins Who is, who is, who is [Pre-Chorus] Heartbreak 65 The kind of pain makes you wanna die Do you bite the bullet Or go screaming down the drain into the night? The night [Chorus] I've cried rivers and ponds and then oceans Mopped it up not to cause a commotion When I'm naked, I look very lovely Boys like wiping my tears before they touch me I've used bodies in bed as a Band-Aid Fucked like Barbie and I'm not offended And if I could drink male validation I'd go blind with the whole population [Outro] I'm so scared of eighteen And boys at twenty-nine I'm scared that what they'll do to me Is much less of a crime I'm still the same sweet girl I've been Plus one more day of time I'm still a grown man's teenage dream What will change is where they draw the line