Wizard

Hello I know I've called a thousand times The phone just, just sends me to your recorded voice No need to call me back I'm doing okay I mean I was thinking about you and me How I knew, I knew when I lost us You were by the doorway getting ready to leave for work I couldn't say goodbye I couldn't say anything I stood there by myself staring at the bright sun It seemed so far away but I wished I could have gone The world slowed down and kept me right where I stood Just a loser that never could You don't have to wait for me Just, just know that I don't have the strength to chase after you any more And it was clear to see But I could never have asked you Why was your hand wrapped in his? I feel like I spoke it into existence, oh Why can't I mean more to you than A momentary feeling That brings us to the end