I've been numb for a few months
I say I'm fine but it's all a front
I can't drive up Lankershim, wish I had tougher skin
You're in the corner of my eyeline
At every place that we've never tried
I'm scared to stop at traffic signs, and see you satisfied
I didn't get to say I missed you
For that I'm so sorry
I never got to thank your mom
For the gift that she got me
It's a lie if I said I don't look at
Pictures of us from the booth at that party
Oh we looked so happy
Some days hit me harder like
Somebody cut the brakes
And some days I'm ok but
Then I feel I've made a huge mistake
And then I start remembering
When I drive by your place
That we flipped a switch and it's hard to believe cuz
Now you're a stranger with all of my secrets
It's been feeling so surreal
5 months and I haven't healed
I pinch myself till I turn red, to see if I still feel
We grew apart like a tearing seam
At that point I think it's fair to leave
I'll give you to Montana hope you're living out your dream
I didn't get to say I wish you well
And I'm so sorry
I never got to thank your mom
And tell her not to worry
It's a lie if I said I don't look at
Pictures of us from the booth at that party
Oh we looked so happy
Some days hit me harder like
Somebody cut the brakes
And some days I'm ok but
Then I feel I've made a huge mistake
And then I start remembering
When I drive by your place
That we flipped a switch and it's hard to believe cuz
Now you're a stranger with all of my secrets
Ooh
Ooh
That we flipped a switch and it's hard to believe cuz
Now you're a stranger with all of my secrets
Ooh
Ooh
That we flipped a switch and it's hard to believe cuz
Now you're a stranger with all of my secrets
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