A Gift a Curse

[Chorus] What I've done, what I've seen The lives I've touched what does it mean? Losing track of everything I gave it all, but what did I gain? And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see So even if I die I'll never rest in peace [Breakdown] I was desperate just to shine Now I struggle constantly to survive I, I have nothing to prove to you [Chorus] What I've done, what I've seen The lives I've touched what does it mean? Losing track of everything I gave it all, but what did I gain? And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see So even if I die I'll never rest in peace [Verse 1] And I've tried so many times to show that what I feel is real No, this is not a joke But you keep pushing me Yeah, you keep pushing me And now you've gone too far And there's no turning back And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell Burn [Bridge] Nothing changes All I know is that I'm alone in this Silently I wait Hoping you'd come back for me I'm alone in this Silently I wait Hoping you'd come back for me [Verse 2] Seems like I'll be Waiting 'till the end Knowing that I can't speak to you again Truth is you were never there [Verse 3] I don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me [Outro] Now I wish all this evil upon you You deserve to feel what I'm going through Now I wish all this evil upon you You deserve to feel what I'm going through