Temptress

Sadistic infatuation. Too hard to resist temptation. It makes me feel alive. Without the pain I feel deprived. My flesh is weak. Cursing your name through my broken teeth. Everything thing that you stand for makes me sick to my stomach. I tilt my head back and swallow the vomit. Your pathetic lies shine through your eyes. Mesmerized like a piece of shit that attracts the flies. I let you in. You're so close I couldn't live without you. The pain is pure, the pain is true. You were always there even when the world turned it's back on me. It makes me feel alive. I can see my reflection in your watery eyes. I can see what I am by the way you agonize. I'll always be your piece of shit no matter how hard I fucking try. I will always be your piece of shit. I've been itching to let the animal out. Lose control. He's been watching through the eye holes of the portrait on the wall. I am him, he is me. Without each other what would I be?