Freak

Freak all alone with nowhere to call home There's nothing waiting anywhere for me My life's a waste, denied a pretty face And no one's lookin' deep enough to see Everything is beautiful and shines in its own way The prettier the uglier they'll be And a likely substitute for love is always empathy You'll see The freak I'm the freak Yeah, nobody wants to know me I'm the freak Cry away another dreadful day So I can go to sleep and find my dream 'Cause life awake is all a big heartache The nature of the world is so obscene I don't believe in feelings that I've hurt but never had I don't believe in heaven, here in hell And I could leave this world today It might be just as well, oh well, I'm a freak All I know is hate from head to toe So what the hell am I supposed to be? So I'll find a place where I can hide my face And never let them close enough to see I don't believe in adjuration, I just believe in bad It's the only thing that's running through my head 'Cause now I'm cursing my creation I think I'm going mad, so sad