Hope you don't mind if I just drive across the country
To play music for some strangers who most likely won't remember
Hope that it's fine that after all that time and money
Making sure I got to classes, I turned out to be a freak
You didn't know that I would be so self-destructive
That the things that'd make me happy would be so
Selfish and absurd
Can we rewind back to the moment that I messed up?
Might be quite the task to find it 'cause I mess up all the time
Spend my timе sitting watching all my friends fly past me
Getting marriеd, graduating; I'm at home stuck in my head
As if these microscopic triumphs added up to something
More than silly noises, you can find me in my bed
And if you think I live the dream, then you're right
'Cause every night I'm always scared of what comes next
"Please don't give me your attention," says the moody kid who
Screams all of his problems on a stage
And all those years ago when you bought me that guitar
Now you wish I'd gotten bored of it before it got this far
So won't you cut your losses and just let me fail alone?
Had a thousand second chances, please don't give me more to blow
And I don't mean to put words in your mouth but
I just feel so guilty, everything you ever gave me
I just threw it all away
And I hate putting words in your mouth but
I'm so undeserving, everything you ever gave me
I just threw it all away
When I'm forty, cutting grass for fifteen dollars
Maybe I'll have learned my lesson
But even then it's less than likely
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