Disappointment

[Intro] One, two, three, four [Verse] Tryna be good for your parents, but it's burning you out They say you're nothing like your sister, don't like how you turned out Now you're hung over in your room, you're hoping they don't find out You got some shit you wanna say, but it'll never come out They say you're different when you're sober, but you don't believe 'em Hide your emotions in your eyes, you hope that you deceive them Show them a fake smile and tell them you're alright You tell your friends don't understand, this happens every night But it's okay because you don't know what they go through They say they love you but you wish that they would show you And you hop inside your car, you don't care where it goes to Do what your friends say 'cause you think that you're supposed to You throw a fit because you feel like you're not getting your worth Call me self-centered, but all I really need is some space And I get pissed off every time I see that look in your face Stop with emotions and I swear to god it's heading your way I disappoint, yeah, I know Can't help but say no I disappoint, yeah, I know Can't help but say no Moved out of town and I told you that I got your letters Being apart from you is finally making me better I'm feeling sick to my stomach You saw me hurt and you loved it Like to make everything public You pull my strings like a puppet [Outro] And I know, and I know To you I'm a disappointment And I know, and I know To you I'm a disappointment