throw it up (v1)

[Verse 1: d4vd] It don't take much to love you Lying in my bedroom with the windows open wide Tell me, if it's real, do you want me? Talking to the voices in my head Replay everything I said I'm sorry, sorry I told you I was sorry, sorry And I could be what you want me to be If I have to take out all the bones inside my body Baby, take the weight I got on me I can make the stars up in the sky form an army around you And when the clouds fade away, and nobody stayed I found you, I found you [Verse 2: glaive] If you got a problem with me now, just hit Chris about it I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh Yeah, gotta keep my wits about me Haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me Oh-oh, I feel God surround me Look me in my eyes, I heard you know all about me Never tried to end my life, but of course I fucking thought about it [Verse 3: ericdoa] I thought about it, but I never did it (I never did it) (It's social suicide) I plan on going missing (Yeah) Want the old me, but back then I felt hogtied (Ah) You don't know me, you just know someone that was online (Yeah) I've shed tears every time I looked through the archive (Through the archive) See a flashback of the old me in my hard drive Lying if I said that I don't think about it much I just need to throw it up, I just need to throw it— (Fuck) [Pre-Chorus: glaive] Yeah, I can fight to live it all again Quite confident and we prospering Juventus with the draw again, like, fuck And I just made the call again, like, fuck Slowsilver soldier, baby, throw it up [Chorus: glaive & ericdoa] Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up [Verse 4: ericdoa] And my past will keep following me (Following me) And my ego's just hollowing me (Hollowing) Better speed up, get a move on (Move on) How much I gotta pay you just to move on? (Just to move on) Should we call this love? (Call this love) I don't understand (Unders—) To you, I'm your heart, but I'm only a man I don't wanna treat you like a crutch (slowsilver03) I, I, I wanna see you in this bih, man, throw it up [Chorus: glaive] Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it up Throw it up, throw it up Baby, please just throw it—