Growing Pains

Tear stained carpet, white knuckled grip I can't forget him or forgive what he did I thought I loved you, but I can't take another hit It's only been six weeks and I'm already like this You took me out and taught me how to skate With blood on my knees, I told you I would be okay But you knew nothing's that easy, so you said "Yes" when I asked you to stay 'Cause for the first time, in a long time, I don't want you to go away I hate that I can't love you But I'm just in the way But you say I won't be here forever And you'll wait as long as it takes Steal away to meet you when the moon is full Wearing shoes that don't even fit me, hoping you'll think I look cool I hope you do I hope you know that I think you look fucking cool Staying up to see you when you get off of work But you leave without touching me And you don't know just how bad it hurts When I dreamed for weeks of you being my first I hate that I can't love you But I'm just in the way But you say I won't be here forever And you'll wait as long as it takes