Smile For The Camera

My God, I do it to myself Just like you wanna be somebody else I do it to myself Swallow the key and lock myself in Hell And I can't handle special occasions Crying secretly at graduation I can't even smile for the camera I can't even smile For the camera I know it gets better I'm on my knees, give me something to believe I talked to my brother He said, "Get up, get yourself together" And I can't handle special occasions Crying secretly at graduation I can't even smile for the camera I can't even smile For the camera Cutting the cake at your birthday Your job promotion that we celebrate I can't even smile for the camera I can't even smile For the camera