Dark Discovery

Here I am the remains of me My eyes tired but I can't sleep My muscles withers The weakness sows it's seed God I ask you for your meaning of this Can't you see what has become of me Can't you see the tears I cry in horror As last my eyes are closed and I am breathing slowly Hoping again that this is the end And I am on my way to embrace the holy Look me in the eyes What have you found in me A dark discovery In my dreams I try to hide away But there is no shelter to find And I try to reach to the light of the day I rage against the dying of the light God was I wish that I was all alone Oh god all the ones that I learned to know Think about those who I leave in sorrow It is not fair why do I have to go Please I beg you to take away my pain The dark discovery What have you found in me The dark discovery The dark discovery We all have to die eventually But of course I didn't want to die I wasn't old or infirm or in bad health But most of all I didn't want to leave My darling wife and my young son Who now has no father to look after him And that is my greatest regret The dark discovery What have you found in me The dark discovery What have you found in me The dark discovery