In the Absence of Sun

Sun, where's the sun? Why is it hiding for some? Sun, where's the sun? The absence of light seems like abstinence My sense of safety's undone Got lost in winds too young Tore to sea unnoticed But forever present in my essence Forever Sense of salt forever Deeply carved into my essence forever present There was a subtle call But it might have been too silent The need to feel desired it turned to inside blame And when the calls were left unanswered My virtue fell in shame And I became a shadow and waited for the sun A non-believer Drifting further and further I was soon out of sight Leaving me to a fate (Where) I was shaped by the shadows In the absence of sun Never leaving the haze And if you never walked among shadows Or never were held in the arms of solitude Then you never felt how cold it is In the absence of sun, in the absence of sun In the absence of sun Sun, where's the sun? Why is it hiding for some? Sun, where's the sun? The lack of light is my abstinence And my sense of safety's undone Got lost in winds when I was young Tore to sea unnoticed But forever present in my essence Forever Drifting further and further I was soon out of sight Leaving me to a fate (Where) I was shaped by the shadows In the absence of sun Never leaving the haze And if you never walked among shadows Or never were held in the arms of solitude Then you never felt how cold it is In the absence of sun, in the absence of sun In the absence of sun