Falling

I was tryna win, never tried lose Try to make it in, took my shoot and I ain't follow through Life never been a bliss and I was always end up missing And I always hesitated when I tried to move Demons in my head say I'm being used Mentally abused and confused on what I'm supposed to do Fakes sit all around me, I'm telling you this ain't nothing new Try to talk to the holy ghost, hoping peace, what I run into In despair when I'm deep in thought I'm at the edge, if I had enough, then I'm jumping off I'm so sorry, I get so long in intrusive thoughts Forget precautions, no looking both ways when Imma cross Trust that I'm always taking off 'Cause at this point in life, ain't nobody getting my energy Sit and wait on my fate 'cause I just been rolling wit enemies All they do is just front to me, try to act like they loving me Really, they all would envy me in the dirt where I'm finna be 'Cause I know I've run out of time, went and lost my mind Just can't make this right, come and take me home I'm running out of lies, I've been out of line Out of line Oh, I'm hanging on the edge I can't find a way back, way back Oh, I'm living my regrets I can't find a way back, way back Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me Oh, I'm hanging on the edge And now I'm falling Falling, falling, falling into the embers Crawling, crawling, crawling to not remember Oh, I felt the way before I hear you calling Always been around, but I know they don't like me Snakes in the river, they bite, tread lightly Heart frozen over, I'm cold, so icy Anti-Christ like mind, yeah, it's blinding now But I keep wanting more And now, you're stalling I've run out of time, went and lost my mind Just can't make this right, come and take me home I'm hanging on the edge I can't find a way back, way back Oh, I'm living my regrets I can't find a way back, way back Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me Oh, I'm hanging on the edge And now I'm falling I'm all in, all in, all in, give me the answer Falling, falling, falling, they're just a cancer Now, I can't keep holding on, holding on Fuck you all, yeah, I mean that shit Light the flame and I'll keep that lit Try to treat me like I don't belong I'll keep holding on, you're all counterfeit I'm so sick of all this bullshit, get the fuck out up my way Give me the world, so you can watch me tear it down Oh, I'm hanging on the edge I can't find a way back, way back Oh, I'm living my regrets I can't find a way back, way back Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me Oh, I'm hanging on the edge And now I'm falling