Lost

I am alone A shell to find the answers Why're the answers never there? I'm lost, lost, lost, lost Don't drag me home Left to cure this cancer But the truth is that I'm scared I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost! Thought I woke up fine today (really did) Thought I had the time to pray (really didn't) Then I realized I'm the one that the people pray too Yeah, I'm the way Not talking Kan to Ye after the Donda wake This is real life, city's really D.O.A The chips are all okay, not talking Frito-Lay And that's poker talk, but I can't bluff this game Listen up, y'll, you hear that? That's the sound of my bad decisions That's the sound of his intuition That's the sound of this cold division I can't rest, there's no intermissions If I fail, then there's no revisions Just lonely visions of a holy mission With more collisions for the poor imprisoned Give me hope, 'cause I'm lost And your time is up Body, soul and your mind corrupt I can't save those that I can't trust Yea, I might erupt Got emotions that I can't tuck It's the type of pain that you can't close shut because I am alone A shell to find the answers Why're the answers never there? I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost Don't drag me home Left to cure this cancer But the truth is that I'm scared I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost Lost and alone Off on my own Topping the throne From the lord of diminished I been so caught in my zone Robbed of my home Chapped to the bone From the moment you finished Let me tell you all about the profits I've blown Let me tell you all about the opps that I know If you knew the ominous, obvious, lobbyists That were sent to stop me, you'd know why I roam I'ma leave it unknown Just know that I hold you all close One for all, but y'll do the most If I could, then I'd raise a toast To the life we had before I went Ghost You gotta let me go So you can let me grow And yea it's killing me But I can't let that show So I'll let them know There's a light that glows In the darkest holes, we still go up high I'm lost Yeah, I'm over all the games I don't care how much it costs This is my cross And I'll give it all I got If I die, I'll die a boss, yeah Everything you've burned Fuels the anger I'll regret I would say that I'll be fine But I might just end up dead I'm a ghost inside this city And the streets are painted red All this anarchy designed Just to get inside my head, now I am alone A shell to find the answers Why're the answers never there? I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost! Don't drag me home Left to cure this cancer But the truth is that I'm scared I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost! Everything you've burned Fuels the anger I'll regret I would say that I'll be fine But I might just end up dead I'm a ghost inside this city And the streets are painted red All this anarchy designed I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost! I'd sacrifice myself, take a bullet to the head Tango all the way to hell with the reaper in my bed If it meant I'd save my family, if it meant I'd save my friends I'm just waiting for the end I'm lost! Lost! Lost! Lost!