Prequel

Dear diary, dear diary I've been searching for a higher me I'm in the sky, in the pilot's seat Tryna stop my mind from spiraling And that's irony, that's irony I'm just looking for a resolution I just want to be a better human But it's hard when everybody's acting stupid Pardon me if that came off rude I just have a bad attitude With the world and not just with you It's the side effects of abuse I admit I'm a little strange I don't think that I'll ever change I survived a whole life of pain You could say I escaped my fate I'm a cynical, egotistical Unpredictable, hardenеd criminal And I can be a little hypocritical But I'll admit it straight to your face I'm unbrеakable, irreplaceable Undeniably inspirational I used everything I had available To make me the person I am today Dear diary, dear diary I just had another wild dream I was in a world that admired me And when I woke up I was smiling And that's irony, that's irony You talk a lot, but you don't even know me I'm just hoping that my testimony Will inspire y'all to stop acting phony Pardon me if that came off weird I don't mean to be mean, I swear I have been through a lot this year I just want to make a few things clear I don't like it when people hate Behind my back and not to my face Nowadays it just feels so fake So I'll cut the grass to expose the snakes I'm unstoppable, it's impossible You don't wanna see the diabolical Side of me that never stops, is volatile So I suggest you stay in your lane I'm unapologetic, you know where it's headed I will never ever let up off the pedal I got the spirit of every warrior in me ever So back the fuck up, get out my face You're a slave to labor and you praise the fascist You kiss the hand that takes half in taxes Faking outrage and being seen A generation with no self-esteem It's time to rise up and stand against them Break the chains and finally see the vision We're post-traumatic from a broken system Follow me into the chaos engine, ah It's time to stand, it's time to fight Don't be afraid to twist the knife Your sacrifice to break the curse Prepare to die, prepare to burn Abandon hope, it's not enough 'Cause all our gods abandoned us Your sacrifice to break the curse Light the match, watch it burn Oh, heaven falls, the angels die Let it burn from the start (When everything falls apart) (When everything falls apart) Why have you forsaken me? (When everything falls apart) Heavy is the crown, you see (When everything falls apart) Why have you forsaken me? (When everything falls apart) Heavy is the crown, you see (When everything falls apart) (When everything falls apart)