Feel Ugly

[Chorus] I twist off that cap and take out that glass Try forget my past, but I know that I'm just scared to face it I'm just scared to face it Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone I feel ugly There's nothing here to love me, oh, oh [Verse 1] Gone away, lose my mind Losin' time through this wine Lost my chain, I know why Feel a way, lost my mind Wanting this, feel this pain And nowhere to go, I'm feeling strange Lost my life through this wine Pour out that glass, losing time Making lists, tryna take something Don't know why I feel to cry Oh wait, oh wait, oh Lord [Chorus] I twist off that cap and take out that glass Try forget my past, but I know that I'm just scared to face it I'm just scared to face it Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone I feel ugly There's nothing here to love me [Bridge] Speak to the people One time [Verse 2] Moved out my old hood, too smart for my own good 'Cause they watch you go down, just to say, "Ohh boy, I told you" I'm a son of a gun, I just hope it's not too belated I'm not behaving, my wallet's a desert Side chicks wanna be official Baby mama tellin' me, "I miss you" My girlfriend doesn't want kids and Every single one of her friends give me signals Tell me, should I smoke that bitches like a zute? But I'm a young boy, I don't want a yute Sitting in the garden, staring at the moon Scheming on how the hell I'm gonna get the loot Should I run up in roadway? Talking banks and casinos Watching Pacino, food for my ego I'm on anti-depressants, and my soul my weapon, uh The day I sell it, I swear I be depressed, eh [Chorus] I twist off that cap and take out that glass Try forget my past, but I know that I'm just scared to face it I'm just scared to face it Hate that I've been hurt so long, I don't feel so strong All my rights feel wrong, with a sip it's all gone I feel ugly There's nothing here to love me