Confusion

[Verse 1] I wake up I start my day awake I get back in bed I feel stupid again Caught in another cycle I can't end Awake, I never begin [Chorus] If I can't earn what I deserve Maybe it's nothing that I'm worth I get by on illusion No tough image to preserve Don't you ever feel absurd? We all rely on delusion [Verse 2] I make up A fantasy to get myself through the day, awake It's all I have left I feel empty again Another broken promise I can't mend Awake, I can pretend [Chorus] If I can't earn what I deserve Maybe it's nothing that I'm worth I get by on illusion No tough image to preserve Don't you ever feel absurd? We all rely on delusion [Outro] I am lost in I am lost in confusion Confusion My body's so still It's my head, it's spinning in confusion Confusion