Suite: Jonny

I'm losing my mind Why the hell did I paint these walls white? And I wonder what's the point of this life Sometimes I'll pray but I will never close my eyes I want to be happy, and Find a man with an old name just like me And get over how my dog is my best friend And he doesn't even know what my name is Jonny, did you ever love me? Jonny, help me figure it out Not that I've paid attention But you haven't said it out loud Jonny, do you see what you're doing? What you're making me think about This wasn't 'posed to be a love song But I guess it is now Jonny, maybe you'll never hear this Or maybe it's stuck in your head Well, I hope it makes you cry The way that I did Jonny did you ever love me? Jonny help me figure it out Not that I've paid attention But you haven't said it out loud Jonny do you see what you're doing? What you're making me think about This wasn't 'posed to be a love song But I guess it is now, isn't it? Jonny Who was it that said "A white wall may seem empty, but it's ready to be filled"? Was it you? I, I, I don't remember But it makes me wonder Jonny, why couldn't you be ready too? I was ready, ready to be happy Ready for that long look that never ends And now I, I don't know what to do Yes, Jonny, I'll say it, this is a love song, isn't it? Yes, well, I guess this is how it ends Some strange poem about a plain and ready white wall One with many questions And a dog as speechless as that same white wall And the sorrows of love's slow passing Goodbye, Jonny