Breakthroughs

[Verse] I found love in the worst ways I found god in my birthplace I got my name in my birthstone I learned that [bad?] doesnt last long Im in my bag for the past few So all im getting next is past due Not finished yet, but ima pass you Make graveyards out of tattoos My mom getting to the age where she loosing her peer, but crazy actually ive been at that age for years I learned violence is a spectrum, my right foot only can go as far as my left one I know people kill people and guns help 'em, i know drugs is a business, and cuz sell 'еm, so does wallstreet I know there is no pеace at the point where my hand an the wall meets, just holes in the [?] How you ask for a little bit an expect a [fast?] reply How many lessons have i learned about self sabotage How you dont execute your plans, then be mad at god