Always Emptiness

I wanna fall off the face of the earth and probably die I tried laughing it off, but I'm gonna cry I put myself into the ring and I looked into the bull's eyes I did it for everyone else I thought that it'd make them like me But some things they never change And I'll never fit Drinking makes me insane But being sober makes me fret I light a cigarette to pass the time But it's only as good as long as it's lit It's hard to explain why I'm always down and out It's just always emptiness It's just always emptiness It's just always emptiness I wanna fall off the face of the earth and probably die (always emptiness) I tried laughing it off, but I'm gonna cry (always emptiness) I wanna fall off the face of the earth and probably die (always emptiness) I tried laughing it off, but I'm gonna cry (always emptiness)